fancy
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Post by fancy on Dec 22, 2008 9:15:14 GMT 8
Today is the birth and death anniversary of my baby boy who was born and died in the same day from SIDS. 6 pnds 15 oz, 40 weeks. He would have been 19. 22/12/89
Happy Birthday It's been 19 years since I've touched you, Held you tightly in my arms, There is nothing that I can do, But hold you closely to my heart.
And now my Bernard you are 19, A celebration there will be, But not with friends, But not with family.
Just a quiet sad remembrance, Of the time I had with you, For these memories mean a lot to me, This much I know is true.
Even though you are not here, You’re still the 'BIRTHDAY BOY', You are in gods arms now, looking down upon my world.
I will never forget, But always remember, The time we did have, And always will have together. HAPPY BIRTHDAY My ANGEL
One Christmas Wish I guess if I could make just one Christmas wish,I would wish I could see you. To hold, to snuggle, to just kiss, This is something I'd really like to do.
My arms ache for my baby Boy, Who will always remain just that. To never grow and experience joy, I wish I knew where you were at.
Why is it God thought he needed you more than I, And why is it wishes can't come true? I am just an aching heart who can only ask why, And a mother who can't let go of you.
Please God grant me this one Christmas wish, If just for a minute, an hour or a day. He is someone I really need & miss, What more must I say?
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Post by Cluck N Waddle on Dec 22, 2008 9:23:24 GMT 8
RIP Bradley. My thoughts are with you fancy *hugz*
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Post by fluffychook on Dec 22, 2008 10:13:17 GMT 8
Big hugs and our thoughts are with you. I love your poem
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Post by Duck Diva on Dec 22, 2008 16:41:36 GMT 8
Fancy, I am still sobbing as I type this. I am so sorry for your loss. Wendy.
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Post by horses7 on Dec 25, 2008 21:22:33 GMT 8
it is really hard when you lose a child, doesnt matter how old they are. All you can do is remember them with all your heart and cherish the time that you had together. My thoughts are with you and I wish I could take some of your heartache away.
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Post by beck on Jan 4, 2009 13:07:57 GMT 8
wow fancy i too am having a cry as i read your poem i feel for you and it breaks my heart to read your poem as it is written so well and comes from the love you have for your baby amazing is all i can say and i am sorry for your loss
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fancy
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Post by fancy on Jan 7, 2009 9:48:23 GMT 8
Thank you so much for your kind wishes. Of course not a day goes by without thinking of him and "if only" and "what if" etc: but as we all do, you learn to get on with it... However, Christmas is very tough as he was born 3 days before. then he was buried on NYE and my birthday is 2 weeks to the day after his birth/death so it is not a fun time. Now my birthday has passed on Monday I am all back on track to have a great year. I am looking forward to this year as I am saving for a trip OS.
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Post by lakelands on Jan 7, 2009 16:16:44 GMT 8
Hi Fancy I couldn't help but feel for you too. My daughter is nearly 19 and she has just had a little baby boy. Your story touched me and made me realise how lucky I am to have not only my daughter but also her little son. I was not at all happy when I fist heard of her having a baby as I though she was far to young but now I see what a blessing it is
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